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Wed Oct 7, 2009, 10:36 AM

MOTHER OF FUCK
It's the simplest things that I can never fucking do or think of. :|
LOL GOD I'M ANNOYING. -Going to get shot-
:iconyao-ling: Did this in a journal and it made me realize what I really needed to do to keep myself as sane as possible for now.:|:|:|:|:|
If you haven't seen her art. . .
LOOK AT IT. BOW DOWN. DO IT
LOVE HHHERRRRR :|
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I hate love
I hate people
I hate reality
I hate my face
I hate how this journal is so ugly and bland
I hate how this text won't CENTRE.
I hate emotions
I hate caring
I hate that I'm a caring person
I hate that I seem I try too hard
I hate being so many people
I hate making choices
I hate when dogs lick themselves
I hate the sound they make when they lick themselves.
I hate the light of the sun
I hate hot days
I hate summer
I hate unreliable females
I hate overly girly people
I hate girls
I hate men
I hate hating so much
I hate that I hate it when I really don't
I hate drugs
I hate illiterate morons
I hate overreacting bitches
I hate running out of catnip.
I hate long distance bullshit
I hate the interwebs
I hate technology
I hate that I use technology
I hate phones
I hate cellphones
I hate children
I hate that children love me
I hate headphones that refuse to stay in my ears
I hate being the type of person who is impossible to find anyone
I hate that I'm fucking manlier than most other people I know.
I hate skinny little fucks
I hate idolization
I hate that I idolize
I hate Jealousy
I hate spiders
I hate sheep
I hate you
I hate life
I hate humanity
I hate sanity
I hate teachers
I hate facing fears
I hate being such a scared little shit
I hate my muscle
I hate that I'm feared at school
I hate that I hate being feared
I hate that I'm idolized for being feared
I hate people taking my doodles and taking credit at school
I hate short people
I hate springtime
I hate tin foil
I hate dolls
I hate Jonas Brothers
I hate Twilight
I hate sparkly crap
I hate your mother
I hate my violence
I hate my temper
I hate my strength
I hate myself
I hate nasal spray
I hate moldy food
I hate that my act vomits all over the place
I hate that my cat is dyeing slowly and painfully
I hate that my mother is oblivious to this and continues to let her suffer.
I hate how pathetic the knowledge of my fellow classmates are in English class.
I hate sonic.
I hate when my dog eats my underwear. :|
I hate the unneeded overreaction to H1N1
I hate the sun
I hate the Mayans
I hate George Washington
I hate George Washington Carver
I hate religion
I hate preachers of religion
I hate celebrities
I hate uncultured humans who take no interest in World History
I hate that I cant find anyone manlier than myself
I hate relationships
I hate liars
I hate bullshit
I hate poorly done remakes of great old songs
I hate people with a 'One genre of music only' mind set
I hate people who complain about simple shit
I hate that one of my speakers is blown
I hate that I made a totally hypocritical statement just now
I hate that my cat ate and projectile vomited one of my yugioh cards
I hate that I'm running out of things to say
I hate that expressing my hate makes me feel so giddy
I hate that you're still reading this
I hate the huge ass spider hanging on my wall
I hate that this spider has kept me awake
I hate that I should be asleep right now but am too chickenshit to kill the fucker
I hate the sound spiders make when then go 'Squish'
I hate that it looks like a house spider version of a fucking Camel Spider and see-through
I hate wearing socks
I hate pink
I hate pink socks
I hate living where I am
I hate that I was booted from Canada ad living in the states
I hate the states
I hate the classic American mindset.
I hate that I apparently sound 'British'
I hate that I hate how I sound
I hate biting my nails
I hate getting ditched at dances
I hate that I never go to prom or shit related
I hate family reunions
I hate family
I hate my four year old cousin
I hate my mother
I hate never having a hair-tie
I hate that the spider is gone and out of site
I hate how I'm spazzing and freaking out
I hate that I'm sitting here typing this instead of looking for a fucking clogging shoe or Febreeze.
I hate that it took me ten minutes to find the fucker and kill it
I hate how I decided to kill it slowly and drown it in Febreeze
I hate the screaming sound it made
I hate how I found it inside of a cloest
I hate how it was hanging from a shelf above my head.
I hate paranoia
I hate being poor
I hate coffee
I hate iced Tea
I hate Gaiaonline
I hate sweets
I hate teachers that don't give-a-shit
I hate lag
I hate the censorship on radios
I hate ratings
I hate being mistaken as a Senior
I hate being shoved around and picked on in the halls at school
I hate being looked at as the "little white emo bitch" after shoving my way through crowds in school halls that HAPPEN to all be black
I hate the way my science teacher has the 'bad chinese talking' effect when she speaks.
I hate my school.
I hate the "Rough Riders"
I hate Teddy Roosevelt.
I hate one-set minded humans
I hate Jack Black
I hate stereotypes
I hate labels
I hate homophobes
I hate gays trying to act straight- too afraid of what others think.
I hate lack of common sense
I hate mornings
I hate waking up from those PERFECT dreams.
I hate when people assume that I am immortal because I am atheist
I hate hate when people drink just for an excuse to do something they are too afraid to do
I hate it when those same people brag about it the next day
I hate when people think It's uncool to show affection
I hate when I can't be taken seriously
I hate when I rant
I hate littering
I hate infomercials
I hate pop-ups
I hate brain farts
I hate un-originality
I hate hunger
I hate straightening my hair
I hate my mother
I hate when the Jelly falls from my PB&J Sandwiches and get all over my clothes and hands
I hate that most of you who read that got a perverted thought
I hate that I did
I hate that I laughed about it
I hate that all i have to listen to is the radio, and no iTunes
I hate sporks
I hate people who preach Hemophobia
I hate how spell check tried to tell me "Hemophobia" said "Homophobia".
I hate the outside world
I hate walking two and a half miles to get home from skoo
I hate poor comedy
I hate failure
I hate fear
I hate when my mother invades my room and tells me every detail of what she's going to do, and acts like I should give a shit.
I hate conceitedness.
I hate blandness
I hate how I can't think of anything else
I hate shoe obsessed morons
I hate stoners
I hate popular trends
I hate trend followers
I hate scratched art tables
I hate mood swings
I hate PMS
I hate my mother
I hate 5:35 A.M.
I hate my school
I hate that no one there cares about their education
I hate how they all think they're "Gangsta"
I hate all the drugs going around there
I hate how the teachers never do anything
I hate being judged for being myself
I hate the : ) face. It looks like a fucking pedophile smily.
I hate nagging
I hate getting 'Hinted at'.
I hate stalling.
I hate that this list isn't longer
I hate whenever I get a drawing idea and there isn't a pencil for a mile
I hate when I get a drawing idea and can't draw it
I hate hands
I hate feet
I hate hips.
I hate human arrogance
I hate how trigger happy I am
I hate the pyromaniac in me
I hate the scientist in me
I hate how I'm always in the clouds
I hate when reality ruins the best day ever
I hate how it's always my mother pushing reality on me at the wrong times
I hate my mother
I hate disrespect
I hate being the alienated one
I hate being treaded like shit because of intelligence
I hate how because I don't have straight As I'm seen as a low life, unintelligent, clueless fuck.
I hate how much common sense I have compared to the lack of it in others
I hate aching muscles
I hate headaches
I hate aching.
I hate those annoying little pains like paper cuts or small scrapes
I hate how much I love getting hurt and being in pain
I hate attention
I hate attention whores
I hate those who cause pain upon themselves to get attention
I hate how my therapist gave up on me
I hate how my therapist got sent to their own therapist because of me
I hate how no one can help me
I hate how no one ever takes a second glance at me
I hate how I like being hidden in plain site.
I hate how much earlier I get home during early outs
I hate how no one is ever online on those days
I hate fat old guys that watch we walk down the street on my way home
I hate how for the past five times I've walked home there was a new dead bird each day.
I hate shortage of food
I hate when other groups in school do better than mine
I hate public speaking
I hate public performing
I hate being social
I hate Christmas
I hate Thanksgiving
I hate any sort of cheerful holiday
I hate Halloween to a certain extent.
I hate heterosexual couples in public
I hate heterosexual couples eating each other's faces in public.
I hate degrading comments
I hate Diet soda
I hate health freaks
I hate superstition
I hate the southern Cowboy accent
I hate how my mother pushes health foods on me when she's a fatass herself.
I hate . . . my mother
I hate assumptions
I hate how many pregnant whores are in my school
I hate how they demand attention and respect
I hate how their boyfriends stay with them
I hate my femininity
I hate sexual contact
I hate muffins with no flavour or soggy fruit
I hate "one culture-centered" humans with their heads up their asses
I hate football
I hate soccer
I hate tennis
I hate cheerleaders
I hate the clarinet
I hate cramps
I hate sitting alone at lunch
I hate mathematics
I hate typos
I hate when people tYpE LiKe ThIs
I hate people who don't pop their zits, seriously. Do it:|
I hate how most of these are agreeing to someone else
I hate even more how I feel like I'm copying them. .__ .
I hate how I'm sorry. ._____ .
I hate how fucking worrisome I am
I hate being so apologetic
I hate repeating myself
I hate kids who make too hard of an attempt to fit into society by claiming that they're different from everyone else.
I hate scratched CDs
I hate large rooms
I hate fairs
I hate carneys
I hate clowns
I hate greasy food
I hate my art
I hate my style
I hate everything that I can possibly do
I hate that even if I accomplish something in someone else's mind I still feel like a failure
I hate losing caps to markers
I hate 'The Game' Of which you just lost. :|
I hate how much I love Rachael and Allie.
I hate that they live so far away.
I hate how bored I am of this
I hate how I could even get bored doing this.
I hate bad screamo music
I hate crowded spaces
I hate busy hallways
I hate cleaning the cat's box
I hate how no one ever plays Yugioh anymore
I hate how judged I get for wearing yugioh shit to school/along with a few cards.
I hate too much silence
I hate loud places
I hate school computers
I hate poor animation
I hate badly drawn poor animation
I hate bald people
I hate chicks with beards. LOLWTF:|
I hate rug burns
I hate road burns
I hate how everyone else makes a scene when they get jabbed with a pencil or bleed
I hate how when the same thing happens to me I stay silent and lick the blood
I hate how the blood is cold before it gets into my mouth
I hate the taste of cold blood
I hate people who consider themselves 'scene'. IT'S COLOUR ATTENTION WHORE= emo. GTFO.
I hate when people talk like: r u a gay.
I hate when people use the term 'Gay' as an insult.
I hate badly drawn porn.

I hate how this suddenly ends.


There'll be more. . . eventually.
I can tell you're excited. :|
STOP.
LOL I FEEL LIKE A STALKER. :|
OWAIT.:|


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  • Drinking: Mtn. Dew. :|

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